There is so much on my mind that I just want to spill onto this page. I don't want to carry these feelings around and let them roll over into another day. I want to leave them right here; close this window and never see this negativity again.
So what do you do with a dream defered? I'm not quite sure how to approach mine at the moment. It seems that all at once everything's come to a halt-what to do, what to do? Do I stay? Do I move? Do I push further and continue business as usual, all systems go? Or am I gonna let recent bullshit and inconveniences slow me up and take the year off as suggested? Even writing that is painful...
My family...they don't understand. To them this is just another conversation, just another hope in a sea of wishes. But to me this is my life. I've sacrificed for it, cried over it, prayed about it. To them this decision is run of the mill but for me it's the beginning of the rest of my life.
My dream is all I have. I can't let it go. Hell, I can't even waitlist it. I guess what Einstein said rings true: When the solution is simple, God is answering.
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So insightful, thank you for sharing your thoughts. Although I do not know the context, I would suggest for you to never let go of your dreams. They are the truest and realest forms of faith that we have. To blindly pursue something that was created in our imagination. The feeling that you'll feel once you've achieved what you set out to do will make it all worth it.
ReplyDeleteEven if you have to put the dream on hold for a moment, never let go of it. Find a way to work towards it, even though your situation might have changed.
My dream is to be a professional blogger, so I work at everyday. It is my goal, and the journey to get there is the greatest lesson of all. Thanks again for your thoughts, it has compelled me to think more about my own situation. Peace and Love.
Max Gibson
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